I just can't believe it. He's really gone. This has been tough on me and the others. I've had the worse three days ever in my life and it really REALLY sucks.

The last time I saw him was the weekend of the ODSA volleyball tournament earlier this month. Jason P & his girlfriend Jillian, Tyler, Peter and I went out to a bar near my place. We had a great time chatting and hanging out. After that, we said our very last goodbye. I'm glad I gave him a good hug. :'(

He & I have had some flings while I was living in Belleville and after the volleyball tournament, I was considering to really try it out with him but now it's too late. Last night, we all were at Sharon & Gord's place (Al's parents) and I just literally broke down. I haven't ate for two days and barely had any sleep. I don't know exactly what happened but I think I might have passed out so I was brought to the couch and just couldn't move all night. I think it's just due to not eating at all and having the worse day at his family farm yesterday. We stopped by the scene on the way there and it was just too hard to look at. While we were at the farm, some of us went into the car shop to look at his Camaro, the car he has been working on for a while. We signed it and I drew a heart in the dust on the dashboard. Definitely the hardest day I've ever had.

When I first found out, I was alone at my place in Toronto and just couldn't do a thing except cry all day. Decided to just forget my weekend plans with my family and came right away to Belleville that afternoon. I'm really glad we're all together right now during this really tough time.


Peter Moelker
b. February 21, 1987
d. November 30, 2007




















Crash victim succumbs to injuries - TRENTON TRENTONIAN
Wooler-area man dies after truck flips into creek - BELLEVILLE INTELLIGENCER

SUNDAY: Prayer service at 7PM
MONDAY: Two visitations - 1 to 4PM & 6 to 9PM
TUESDAY: Funeral at 1PM

All of the services will be held at Frankford Community CRC, a church in Frankford at 149 King Street.

Loving it so far here. Haven't done much but mind you, it's only the 4th day. I've been unpacking and cleaning around the place. The kitchen, *shudders*. Olly & his old roommate just never had much time to really clean. He's lucky to have a cool new roommate, eh? For me, kitchen and bathroom MUST be spotless. Bathroom cleaning will be today. Wish me luck on that. Kiddin', it's not as bad.

Olly got so stoked when he discovered how AWESOME it is to have a deaf roommate. Mmnm. Why, you say? He can play music as loud as he wants while I watch TV. Haha.

I'm using Olly's new iMac and oooo, it sure is niiice.

I'll be looking through the IKEA website, preparing myself for what to buy for the apartment. Mmm, IKEA.

One negative thing about Toronto, groceries are more expensive here than Belleville.

It's official. I'm moving to Toronto in t-minus 6 days. September 30th to be exact. Very stoked about it. I'll be living with Oliver near downtown. I don't have much to pack as a lot has already been in boxes since. The house here probably will be very empty when I move out. Most of the decor & furniture are mine. At least the guys will start buying their own decor, furniture, and kitchen essentials. They barely have any!

I've been looking into colleges in Toronto for January entry. Looking into September ones also in case I don't find anything for January. I'm on the fence between nursing and teaching. What do you guys think I'll excel a lot more in? Any other careers you think I should try out? I'm pretty much open as I'm interested in taking a lot of stuff, just can't decide on which.

If any of you are stopping by, visiting, or live in Toronto, let me know! I'd love to meet up with you.

karina came to visit for a week before school starts @ gallaudet. hanging out with karina & al a lot. been having a blast. here's proof!